This week’s Torah portion, Ki Tissa, (Ex. 30:11 – 34:35) concludes God’s instructions
to Moses regarding the building of the tabernacle, and then recounts one of the
Torah’s most painful episodes. At the
end of the instructions, Moses receives the two tablets of the Covenant,
inscribed by the finger of God. But meanwhile, the people below have become
frightened at his long absence. They go
to Aaron, who inexplicably assists them in building an idol, a golden calf,
which they then worship as their god. On Mount Sinai, God tells Moses what is
taking place below, and he rushes down the mountain, carrying the tablets. When he sees the people dancing before the
calf, he becomes enraged and threw the tablets, shattering them at the foot of
the mountain. Moses punishes the
wrongdoers by pulverizing the calf, mixing it with water, and making the
idolaters drink it. God also sends a
plague among the people for punishment, and states that He will no longer dwell
among the people, essentially for their own protection. They anger
God so much that He would always want to
destroy them. This threatened withdrawal
of God’s presence finally seems to make the Israelites come around. They acknowledge their sin. Moses climbs the mountain and God agrees to
write a second set of tablets to replace the ones Moses broke, and allows Moses
to sense God’s presence. God repents His
refusal to dwell among the people.
After anger, near-destruction, and threatened separation,
God, Moses and Israel still stand together, with new tablets, a renewed
covenant, a common goal, and an enhanced understanding of the nature of the
parties involved.
We have all been in the place where the Israelites
stood. We have been angry and others
have been angry with us. We have
betrayed and have been betrayed, we have violated that which is sacred to
others, and had that which is sacred to us violated. These things happen in our personal
relationships, in work situations and in the communities in which we live and
function, including—if not especially—our religious communities. True, there
are things which cannot be forgiven or replaced, but if the very covenant which
defines our ancient origins and identity can be broken and repaired, then so
can most things in our lives. And if
Moses, God and the Israelites can reach an understanding and come to stand
together, than so can we.